As soon as I finished writing the last post I decided to do another “reading.” This time my question was, “What can I do, immediately, to start helping more people as a medium and clairvoyant?” I asked this as I shuffled the deck, this time with my eyes closed. I heard a card fall out of the deck, and continued to shuffle the cards two more times.
I opened my eyes and picked up what turned out to be two cards that fell onto my desk. I looked at the one on the top. It said, You Are a Powerful Lightworker. It is safe for you to be powerful. Your spiritual power brings great blessing in loving service to the Divine.
I thought about talking about this in my last post but decided not to, and that’s my low self esteem when it comes to doing this work. I’ve heard it for years now. I’m flying under the radar. What I’ve been struggling with for the past couple of weeks is whether or not I should take my career to the next level. Apparently the answer is “yes,” I am.
The second card said, Workshops and Seminars. Attending and giving speeches is part of your spiritual path and purpose. Be open to teaching and learning. I was breathing hard and fast when I saw this card. Again, I decided not to say in my last post that when I asked April what the next step in my career was supposed to be (and I was open to the idea of leaving it and doing something altogether different) she said, “Oh, you mean with regards to your paranormal television show?”
I was thinking Sunday that a television would allow me to reach more people, establish my credibility with a larger audience, and use that to draw them to my seminars and workshops. To be honest, I see myself as more than a “psychic.” I see my gift as a “attention getter” for the “real work” I’m supposed to do, being a spiritual teacher. (Honestly, I can’t believe I’m admitting to all of this.)
I then pulled the card on the top of the deck, and wouldn’t you know it? It was the Books card (see last post). Well, I know without a doubt what I’m supposed to be doing next. Thank you for allowing me to share all of this with you.
I feel your peace.
Anthony