For Rena, even though they didn’t use these words, she and Ed were soul mates. They were in love and planned to marry. Then one day, Ed was gone in a tragic accident. I did a discernment for her a little over a year ago. When it was over, she was angry. I mean, ANGRY.
I wish that everyone walks away from a session with me finding peace, but it just isn’t the case. For this sort of thing to happen, two things need to be in place. One is a soul who wants to communicate. The second is someone here who wants, and is willing, to hear the messages. In this case, I was the medium in between the two, an unwitting participant in a game called, “Shoot the Messenger.”
I saw Rena again yesterday, and it took me a while to convince her that I held no hard feelings towards her. In fact, I hugged her and told her I wouldn’t let her go until she agreed to sit down and talk to me.
She told me that she wanted to say she was sorry, and that the reason she was so angry was that I was “right … about everything.” What really confused her was how I was getting the messages from someone who didn’t believe that life continued after death.
I was reminded of a time another woman came to see me hoping to reconnect with her husband, who was an atheist. I didn’t know that when I started the session. He admitted this to me during the discernment. What he said made both his wife, and me, laugh. “I didn’t think I was dead. I just kept thinking I was having a bad dream I couldn’t wake up from.”
I asked Rena how she was doing since I last saw her. She told me she was she was still grieving her loss, and that she was going through a “metamorphosis.” I could definitely see, and hear, a change in her attitude, not only towards what I do, but towards the whole idea of life continuing after death.
I helped her reconnect with Ed, again. This time she was much more open to what she was hearing. After the discernment, even though Ed didn’t mention it, I picked up, clairvoyantly, that she thought about taking her own life. I mentioned this to her. She admitted it was true, and the reason she told me why she didn’t was so beautiful, it brought tears to my eyes.
“I thought about it but I knew that if I did, when I saw Ed again, I wouldn’t have anything to show him. I decided not to do it so that when it’s my time, and I do see Ed again, I can show him what I’ve done with my life since he’s been gone. I know he’ll be proud of me.”
Rena, Ed’s already happy you made that decision. So am I.
I feel your peace.
Anthony
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